ON MY PENDANT I WEAR WITH YOUR PICTURE, IT SAYS MY SON MY HEART.. SO VALENTINES DAY WAS ALL ABOUT YOU TO ME MY SON MY HEART!! JONATHAN I ONLY LIVE DAY BY DAY AND I`M THINKIN THAT WILL ALWAYS BE THE WAY IT IS! YOU WERE MY LIFELINE AND NOW YOUR NOT THERE.. I FINALLY DREAMT ABOUT YOU JUST A COUPLE OF NIGHTS AGO..I MISS YOU SO, I THINK THE SHOCK IS TRYING TO WEAR OFF..I FEEL SO FAR FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE HERE.. THANK GOD FOR YOUR LITTLE NEPHEW.. HE GIVES ME REASON AND A SMILE.. HE IS GREAT.. I KNOW YOUR AROUND HIM.. THAT I CAN SEE.. I AM GOING TO PUT A COUPLE OF PICTURES OF HIM ON YOUR MEMORIAL..I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YESTERDAY AND I`LL LOVE YOU MORE TOMORROW.. I ALWAYS SAID THAT TO YOU AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE.. YOUR MO