THANKSGIVING...THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL SON..I THINK BESIDES THE DAY YOU DIED, THIS MUST HAVE BEEN THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. YOU ALWAYS WERE THE FIRST TO CALL ON ANY SPECIAL OCCASION.. AND THE CALL WAS NOT THERE THIS MORNING..I FEEL SO ALONE WITH OUT YOU.. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? THEY SAY THE FIRST OF EVERYTHING IS THE HARDEST.. FIRST BIRTHDAY, CHRISTMAS AND SO ON.. I DON`T THINK IT WILL BE ANYBETTER EVER. MY LOVE FOR YOU WAS THE GREATEST.. MY HEARTBREAKS.. I KNOW YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE. AND AGAIN THANKS FOR GIVING ME THAT HOPE DEAR GOD. I`VE HAD A LOT OF DEAR AND THOUGHTFUL FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT HAVE EMAILED OR CALLED THAT YOU FOR THAT.. THE LONELINESS BRINGS SUCH SORROW.. FOR ANYONE READING THIS.. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY HUSBAND AND MYSELF. HAPPY THANKSGIVING JONATHAN I LOVE YOU FOREVER