MY DEAREST SON.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, LIFE SEEMS SO EMPTY.. I STILL HAVE A HARD TIME BELIEVING YOUR GONE. TODAY IS YOUR BROTHER`S BIRTHDAY.. THE BIG GUY IS 30.. WISH YOU WERE HERE TO HELP CELEBRATE.. BUT I KNOW YOUR HERE IN SPIRIT! YOUR DADDY CELEBRATED HIS BIRTHDAY LAST SUNDAY.. AND A LITTLE ANGEL GIRL SENT HIM SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL OF YOURS.. I CRIED.. SHE IS A ANGEL.. YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT.. SO NOW I HAVE A ANGEL HERE ON EARTH AS WELL AS MY OWN PERSONAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. MO