CHRISTMAS IS VERY LONELY THIS YEAR MY SON.. BUT I FEEL ALOT OF COMFORT FROM ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS THAT HAVE COME TO BE OUR FAMILY.. ONE INDIVIDUAL THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR US IS JENNIFER.. YOU KNOW YESTERDAY SHE CALLED ME FROM YOUR GRAVE.. SAID SHE WAS THERE TO DECORATE WITH A CHRISTMAS TREE, BUT WANTED TO CALL ME WHILE PUTTING THE ANGEL ON TOP.. YOU DON`T KNOW HOW AND WHAT THAT DID FOR ME, AS THE TWO OF US USE TO GO SO OFTEN TO YOUR GRANDPARENTS GRAVE IN RESPECT AND HONOR..EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE BEEN SO WONDERFUL. YOU SURE TOUCHED ALOT OF LIVES ON THIS EARTH. THE HURT IS STILL SO DEEP THAT I HAVE TO ONLY THINK OF YOU IN THE ARMS OF GOD. THAT IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING. THANK GOODNESS FOR THE HOPE AND TRUST IN THE LORD. BUT MY JONATHAN I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS CRY IN THOSE DARKEST NIGHTS, I WILL ALWAYS MORN FOR OUR SPECIAL CONVERSATIONS, MY HEART WILL ALWAYS ACHE UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN.. I LOVE YOU AND MERRY CHRISTMAS, ANGEL BOY XXOO MO