WELL HERE IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS AND I`M FEELING THE LOSS OF YOUR PRESENSE SO MUCH. IT`S THE HARDEST THING I`VE EVER HAD TO DO. BUT IN YOUR HONOR I`VE POSTED YOUR LIFE IN PICTURES TO SHARE WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AS A TRIBUTE FOR CHRISTMAS. I`M SORRY THIS YEAR I HAVEN`T SENT MANY CARDS. STILL DOWN FROM MY SHOULDER SURGERY. SO I HOPE ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY ENJOY THE PICTURES OF YOU, AS YOU WERE THE SUNSHINE OF MY LIFE AND STILL ARE.. I LOVE YOU JONATHAN AND I MISS YOU WITH MY SOUL. FOREVER MOM