You were the light in my life, and the beat of my heart, and now I am left broken and alone with only memories of your love and protection. My time with you in Germany will be a time I will never forget for the rest of my life..I had so many hopes and dreams and all I wanted to do was to make you happy for the rest of my life. But I ask you now my angleboy to watch over me and direct me on the right path once again, continue to be the light in my life and stay by my side through hard times, and mend my broken heart so that it may beat once again, because it stopped beating when yours did the day I stood outside that hospital. I remember when mom didnt come downstairs again that something was wrong because my heart felt heavy and it gets heavier as time goes by. I wish I too had the heart of a hero and the strength of a soldier, Jonathan my love you were someone that all looked up too and admirered for your strength and your love for life and adventure, but I promise to do what I know you would have wanted me to do if you were here and I have learned many lessons from you, I want to make you proud and be the person you told me you fell in love with...I am honored to have known and loved you soilder...love you always your broken boo...