My dearest love...today would have been our anniversary and I have so much pain in my heart for your loss, it is unlike any pain I have felt before it’s like someone is squeezing the life out of my heart a deep down dark pain. But boy do I know you are around because all of the signs you have sent me have been so clear. I was talking to mom on the phone yesterday and we were talking about sparkys myspace contribution to you, about how he was saying that you were superman but I told mom that now you really are superman you are a superangel and now you are really bullet proof and can fly. I told mom that I have an understanding now of why you had to leave us, there were so many people that you loved and wanted to help that you were spreading yourself out too thin, I will never forget how you always told me how hard you try to make everyone happy and you never seem to be able to, but now as our superangel boy you can look out for all of us. You have taught me what love and sacrifice is, you made me so incredibly happy that I am out of words to describe the euphoria I felt being with you. Even though I know I have to move on with my life without you as hard as it may be like the song that you sent to me through your message, you really truly are still a part of everything I do, you’re on my heart just like a tattoo, like the tattoos you so loved you have put a permanent one on my heart and the person I am today and the strength and appreciation of life that I have now I owe to you. I want you to know that if I ever have a son he will be named Jonathan Matthew because I would want him to be just like you, because you were such a good person. My parents are torn for your loss too, they really saw you as their son and were so happy that they were going to have such a wonderful son in law, thank you for all the love you showed me and my family, it will never be forgotten...just know that I made a promise the night you passed that I would take care of and mom and dad for you and I will stick to that promise as long as I live no matter where life may take me, and I will do the best of my ability to be there for them, they are always going to be my family. I LOVE U AND MISS U BOO VISIT ME OFTEN...love you always your Persian Princess Nazly Rose...