Linda my dear dear friend and Sister..I cannot get you off my mind, I keep praying and asking God to hold you tight, to let you know he is there holding you through the days and nights of pain your going through... I know it seems like your never going to get through all of the pain and tears..It takes time sweetheart it takes time.. I think we just get numb to all the grief...I know that Jonathan was there with you on Thanksgiving. As he will be through out the holidays and birthdays...I truely believe God will alow our loved ones to help to comfort us...As does God. You will never get over the death of your son. NEVER! You will just learn to deal with it as time goes by! Lean on God for comfort and strength! I know that is so hard, but trust me sweetie he will carry you when you think you cant go one more day..That is why the poem Footprints has always been my strength! I worry so about you, Mike, and Josh...All I can do is pray! God love all of you, and bless you all. Your sister Carletta!