guess i`m the first to write on here this year.. it`s not the first time i`ve talked to you this year.. got thru the holidays.. it was hard but i did it..there`s not a day that goes by that i don`t shed a tear for you my son..still getting emails from those who loved you.. it pleases me to get them.. i feel it keeps you alive, your memories are wonderful..been having some health problems though.. i`ve been singing my songs to help my faith, been doing alot of praying.. and alot of talking to you my angel boy.. i felt maybe it was time to be with you.. but now i don`t think its time, as i have these beautiful grandbabies that i feel need me..so if you could talk to the master of all.. tell him i need his touch.. i love you my angel boy, love mo