Oh Jonathan. SO this is the second year without you? Didnt smart people tell me...it gets better...be patient...time will help. well nobody told me how much time?!? The first year I totally lost it-i lost myself and my life. With your guidance I made it through this year. But there are still these days homie...THESE days. They come and go and you never know when they hit you. Its still an up and down. Good days and bad days. But no day without you my love. And no day where I think of and pray for mum & dad. I still miss you so much homie. I love you with all my heart babe, yours forever xxx