Jonathan, it really doesnt get easier. I miss you so much and think about you EVERY day. Your picture is right here next to me at work. I went and visited you on Memorial Day, gave you flowers and cryed. I've actually been up to visit you a lot lately, I think about your Mom and Dad every time too. I know if they were here they would be sitting there with me. Its just so hard. I love you and miss you so much!