OH MY GOODNESS I`M BACK IN ALASKA.. THE TRIP WAS SO SWEET AND SUCH A PEACEFUL FEELING FROM IT ALL.. I REALLY WASN`T ALL THAT ANXIOUS TO GO AND SEE THE FINALITIES OF YOUR BEING GONE.. BUT WHEN I WENT TO YOUR GRAVE I WAS SO PROUD AND HAPPY.. YOU DIDN`T HAVE THAT LITTLE METAL PLATE THAT SAID YOUR NAME.. BUT YOU HAD A REMARKABLE HEADSTONE THAT REPRESENTS YOU SO WELL.. YOU SHINE FROM THAT GRAVE.. BUT WE KNOW THAT YOUR SPIRIT DWELLS WITH US.. AS I WALKED AWAY FROM YOUR GRAVE I FELT YOU WITH ME AS I LEFT ONE DAY.. I HAD TO CHUCKLE.. I SAID WOW AND THATS YOU WITH ME IN ALASKA TOO.. WHAT A WONDERFUL GOD! THE WHOLE TRIP WAS SO EVIDENT OF THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD.. I FELT LIFTED UP FROM BEGINING TO THE END.. AND HAVE EVEN COME HOME WITH THE SAME PRESENCE OF THE LORD..I FELT I DID ALL I COULD DO AS YOUR MOTHER TO SEE IT TO THE END.. I PLACED FLOWERS ALONG WITH JENNIFER YOUR SISTER AND WENT AS OFTEN AS I COULD.. I DECORATED IT VERY PATRIOTIC, CAUSE I KNEW THATS WHAT YOU WOULD WANT..ROXIE PLACED A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.. I BROUGHT ONE FROM HOME TO PUT THERE.. AND A ROCK THAT SAYS HOPE.. I PLACED DIFFERENT PICTURES ON IT EVERYTIME I WENT.. AND LEFT ONE THERE.. I LOVE YOU JONATHAN.. I MISS YOU AND YOUR LOVE ... UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN.. MO