Jonathan, I know I haven't wrte anything in your thoughts yet. I really just needed the time to heal a little. I'm sorry for the immuterity that I put you threw. I do love you with all my heart and soul and I think about you very day. I wish I could say this to your face intead of the memory. There are alot of thing I will never forget good and bad (but even the bad are good because I LOVE YOU BRO)I will keep you alive in my heart and soul and do my best to take care of our Parents Love you Oldest Bro Josh