Happy Anniversary my love. I was so looking forward to spend this very special day with you...like all the other days you were missed. But instead of being with you I am by myself-the only thing that is left are memories. Memories of the Irish Pub, memories of us being in the cocktail bar on the second night we met...memories of the romantic night when we walked at the promenade in Mainz. Memories of how excited I was to see you again. Serendipity...thats what you said when we were sitting at the river and watched the moon. This week was so tough for me babe. You have no idea. Three years ago I was the happiest woman in the world. You could see a smile on my face all the time-I loved life and I loved every moment I spend with you. But now I don't know how it feels to be happy anymore. I forgot how to enjoy my life, because all I do is to think of you, and that makes me so sad. It seems like a dream...like such a good dream that I want to escape to on so many days. I know homie, I have to move on and I am really trying, but there is this big lump in my throat that I can't get rid of. Please watch over mom and dad and I promise you...I am trying to do my very best as their angel here on earth. In neverending love, Yours Marjam